Thursday, August 31, 2006

my school dance crew. HAHA. WE ARE THE PEZAIZ. know why?

pisai and we modified to pezaiz. ZAI LEH.
wow wow, like finally we're done with our dance. after so many prac. i will miss it. :/ and thanks to the cheer.make all of us high. hahaa. sadly, i wasnt doing my best.
anw, thanks mels, man, millie and dreas! :B love yall!
mini and kuku.
si ah lian.
yo ppl out there. recognize rocka ah ma? (:

and oh. he's so cuteeeee. omg. his smile. meehee.

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

LIKE WOW, THIS IS SO COINCIDENCE. AFTER I BLOGGED, YOU HAPPENED TO READ IT AND U WHAT WHAT? ERRR. U CAN ONLY COME ONLINE YTD. UHHHH. I BELIEVE YOU.

THEN TELL ME WHO IS YOUR BLOODY FRIEND WHO DELETED US AND BLOCK US IN MSN? IF HE JUST WANT T DELETE CHANGKAT PPL, HOW COME MEL IS NOT DELETED? (:

" NO ONE BELIEVES ME NOW. NOW LEFT YOU AND MILLIE." RMBER WHAT U SAID? UHHHH. KNOW WHAT? WE WERE REALLY THERE FOR YOU. I HELPED YOU SO MUCH T GET MILLIE. I PROMISED YOU TO KEEP SECRETS. AND WHAT? IM CHILDISH? HAH. SERIOUSLY, SORRY TO SAY THIS BEN, NO WONDER YOU DONT HAVE MANY FRIENDS.

MILLIE, ITS OKAY. 15YR OLD BOY. still growing, still growing.
THIS IS MILLIE HERE.

i tell you i dont give a shit what you want anymore. to me your words are all lies, very bad ones. you cant even tell a proper one and you wanna try me.

house phone disconnected, but got internet. internet uses a line too.
handphone confiscated. but OH! how come your handphone's on?
grounded. but you were seen outside.
it wasnt you who logged into your friendster account and you could only login today. wow, your friend must have known you ALOT cos he/she sorta deleted my group of friends, including dick.
weiqi wanted to get to know you? HELLO i could've sworn youre the one who wanted her email add in the first place.
who're you trying to kid.

but thats beside the point. my point is, youre so bloody hell secretive, and haha. everything you tell me, you tell emi too. friends and gf no diff to you? go steady with the whole world then. or maybe you just lack friends. "SEE HOW IT GOES" or "I KNOW YOU'LL WAIT". like wtf. you know ill wait?! leave me hanging just like that, works ah. heck no. you can just go find another girl to let you just lose and gain feelings just like that. and on that day you jolly well know what happened okay. trusted you and you turned out to be like. hah. how do i put it. fake? and yes i agree that i doubted your reasons for not meeting. but i didnt even accuse you of anything. im getting sick of typing all this. and i dont care anymore. and whats with emi being childish. as if youre acting very matur-ish. she is all the while trying to help me for my sake. and quit whining that emilia comes after you and all. dont even talk about emilia, youre even afraid to face sherman. if you asked me, i would say youre a wuss. and to top that off, im quite sure youre the hell one to delete us in friendster. who else would do that? your friend? ha.

whose friend, would login into your account everyday, check your stuff and delete us for you? and i dont think you have such free friends. i mean, to put it frankly, the way you put it; "you think i'm the only one who has my friendster password?" you talk as if you have many friends, but in fact, you dont.

but heck with it, i dont expect an explanation so quit telling me how much you dont care about explaining cos "everything you dont do i assume. but everything you do. we all just feel the same." assuming? i dont assume, ive got solid.

Sunday, August 27, 2006

Benedict, if you happen t read this, make sure you dont appear right in front of me cus the sight of you make me sick. you've done a childish act by deleting us in msn and friendster. we wouldnt even mind or care.cus you should know what you've done t MY MILLIE and please remember what you said.

i hate guys LIKE YOU, BEN.
this is what the pisai. HE IS MY DAD.
shermin couldnt have two big ballon, so she'll put one instead. HAHA.

lil darling.
its either shermin or steph took it frm the tv. SO YOUNG AND SHE GOT THIS KINDA PHOTOGRAPH. i think i know what she's gonna be in future.LOL. i somehow edited it. and btw, they're my neighbour (: jenny and an an :D
this was like 8yrs ago. I WANNA GO JAPAN!!!!

Saturday, August 26, 2006

went t study at t-mart mac last night. zesheng damn dao. nvr even say hi!
supposed t study but it was alr 945 after my dinner. lol. SOOOO, i went up t pris's hs t watch "my lovely sanshun" or samshun. eleh.

wa, the "aunty" and that "lil girl" look really disgusting. long body but short legs. HAHAHA. oops. and her tattoos are bloody disgusting and UGLY, my pisai almost fly out. hahaha. hopefully t your face.

those who were there ytd will get wad i mean. (:

my ex-boyfriend's girlfriend viewed me in friendster. seriously is laughing die me.
wanna know why? call me HOTLINE!. wow, ryhmes.

anw, teacher's day coming which means our perf is coming! yeap, we managed to complete the dance.
thanks t that lao pisai.
buck up my dancers, we can do it! :D

oh yes, i think andreas is really talented. he can dance and sing and compose and digging his pisai. haha. nah, im kidding. really love the song he composed for the teachers. OEI,YOU FAMOUS ALREADY DONT FORGET ME HOR. I CAN BE YOUR DANCER or CHOREOGRAPHER. LOL! MILLIE BE YOUR DESIGNER T DECORATE THE STAGE FOR YOUR CONCERT. JULIAN BE YOUR DJ LA AND JEN BE YOUR GUEST OF HONORcos that girl can sing pretty well too so i assumed her t be a singer in future. (: lol.

IM DEAD BEAT.

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

my school is really a fucking school man. lao lao lao lao bu si.
no wonder can eat so fast. so short, intestine also short.
cannot do this, cannot do that.
we're not even DOING SEX. when can some singaporean be open minded.
i know its a school. seriously, i dont see anything wrong.

had audition today. we all know we were doing craps but its okay. now we know our mistakes. sorry guys if i gave sucha fucking attitude. who wouldnt feel pissed. SHE should open her eyes and look at the outside world, instead of being so short. she might even grow taller if she does make the effort to look at the outside world.

english paper sucks big time as well. i scribbled the both papers la.
tmr math and chem. ARGH! got our art prelims for paper 2. AH AH AH!

everything so pisai.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY! kisskiss(:

gave her surprise when she got home. HAHA. i almost forgot bout her birthday. :D love you always mommy:D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY! kisskiss(:

gave her surprise when she got home. HAHA. i almost forgot bout her birthday. =x love you always mommy:D

Sunday, August 20, 2006

prac at the airport. HAHA. okok. stupid photos.

melissa(:

LOL. mel!


weeeeheee.


the birthday girl and birthday guy.
cakeeeey.



















they're the fun guys i mentioned about.
HOHOHAHAHA.
her presents.

BOOHOO, went for dance prac in the afternoon in school and the guard told us that the school is closing at 1230. like WTF. i got there like 12. AND SO we decided t go t AIRPORT! hahaha. first time prac-ing there.

and yeap, just came back frm sis's chalet not long. so damn crowded. father's and mother's sides were all there cum all her friends.

ive no idea where t go after ive reached there.super bored.
so my cousin suggested to play "HEART ATTACK!"
hahaha, i know its damn silly but its really fun.

around 9, ITS photo taking time. gonna upload the pics tmr as the cam is still with my sis. so ya, played card games in the room with sis's friends, steph and huixian. lol. i drank like one bowl of water, bloated. then we changed to "murderer" hahaa. that was fun.

uh, before that we sabo my sis. HAHA. cream and water BOMBS! tsktsk. im bloody tired now.

tuition tmr. LIKE SIAN LA. SCHOOL AGAIN! ARGH!

aight. loves all.

Friday, August 18, 2006

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY EMILY CHONG CHONG!!!

haha. my sis is 21. like finally.
and im not even 17. ):

anw, i thought i was nearly "blind"after bathing, i went t wear my specs and i was still wearing my contact lenses. LOl. so i thought how come so blur.

dance prac till late 8. wow.so dark. shall not talk bout it now.
im alone in the hs. ):
know why?

MUM, DAD, SIS are nart at home. they are in the PUB NOW and left me alone at home!
so nart fair. neh mind, two more yrs. (:

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

like ahahaha my phone is being confiscated by Mr KAW! ):
so nehjipisai. i can only get back my phone after school tmr.



i dont really like that HAM.

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

hmm hello life has not been that good cus big o's is coming and i think ive not prepare anything yet well not even my art prep work cus it sucks big time and it has no feeling no nothing i dont even know what i am doing i dont even know what i am typing either everyone starts revising and i am blogging you know art is the subject that i shouldnt be stress about but why am i so stress i wanna get over it so that i can focus on my other "husbands" last but not least i really hope we could be able t perform on teacher's day my one and last time performing on that stage before i get outta this hell school and of cus i will be able t comcentrate on my studies as i promised myself that i have t put my passion aside first mock is coming o lvl english oral is next monday like wow alright i think i should stop here cus i know nobody will read love all and full stop

wearebestfriends.

Friday, August 11, 2006

Before 12,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DARLING JENNICAKU! AND TERENCE! :d :D :B :O :E :Q

muahmuah.
yes, i got C6 for my chinese. it was an expected grade. HAH.
i dont feel like retaking man.
i wasnt gng t cry. you know you know, after JEN TALKED T ME!
why she talked t meeee! and girl, i dont hate you la. SIAO DINGDONG.
im really happy for you. for all of your hard work, you deserve this results. (:
well, i weeped.

when i got home, i told mum bout my results, she didnt say anything.
how i wish she can just scold me, tell me off right into my face.
she didnt, she took it as nth happen.
the more she doesnt care, the more stress i am.
she thinks that she's doing this is better for me,
its not.
not at all.

mummy, how i wish you could turn on the com and read this.

ive disappointed her.

roy asked me out t watch fireworks.
i'll go if the fireworks changed my grade. HAHA.

aiya, dont like myself ah,
hate myself ah.
kill myself ah.
chop myself ah.
strangle myself ah.
scratch myself ah.
"bong" myself ah.

neh neh orh pisai.

Thursday, August 10, 2006

art is killing me. -pull hair-

teacher's day performance is not done yet.
no time, no choreography, no team spirit.

mock exam coming.

yes, im ready t fail everything.
EVERYTHING SINGLE THING.
RAAAAAHHHHH!! i feel like killing.

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SPORE!

caught click in the evening with the girls.
i cried. ya i know its supposed t be a comedy.
but not just me. jen and herdi also okay!
no idea why millie and manda didnt even shed a tear. lol.

met shane ltr for seoul garden! i got free drinks. MUAHHAHAA.

here and the pics! :D
kinda small, but still can see right? (:
yes, herdi and i took lotsa photos while the rest were eating!
ice cream time.


lol. look at mua fingers and hwace.
oh, smelly chicken bye, chicken bye, chicken bye!
para time! hahaa. cant believe we actually played that. before this, shane and i were playing DDR. super fun!
cat didnt turn up neither did YEO BISHEN!
catch up with yall soon aights(:
JENnicaKU, hope you enjoy your advance bday celebration and,
HERDI, your belated celebration. :D

love you all.

now kids start the trend of tagging tagboard without names and t create some pisai friendster account. this is laughing my pisai rolling off.
dont let me know who the person is. (:

aight, loves again:D